Nature, nurture, and the paths we choose
This is one of many great views at the lake home. The lake itself is extremely clear and clean. You can see the bottom in water that's 20 or 30 feet deep. Sometimes we see large Muskies sunning themselves in the shallows. Muskies are big enough to look like a small log floating in the lake until they move. The lake water was near 80 degrees this weekend and was perfect for swimming, or would have been if I had brought my trunks. I know I could've swam nekkid, but it's not nearly as fun to do that without someone to swim with.I was going to stay up there a couple extra days, but I ended up coming home early, and I'm glad I did. My stepmother's daughter was coming up yesterday with her three brats. The youngest one is just starting to get his teeth, so he's screaming all the time. There are storms up there right now, so I would've been trapped indoors with all of them.
I've decided to give up the hunt for a woman in my life. Seems like all of the gals out there are psycho, not interested, and/or taken. I don't need all this extra frustration due to constant failure. I could save my money and get a house for myself (because that's the only person who'll ever be there at this rate) with the money I'm blowing buying drinks and going places.
I'm just bitter about people right now, anyway. I haven't recieved a call from a friend in the last 3 weeks, and the only e-mails have been responses from things I send. From my side, it seems like people don't consider me worth the effort. I can't blame them too much, because right now I don't feel I have a damn thing to offer the world. What does a person who likes to give do when nobody wants to take?
posted by Erik @ 8:18 PM
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2 Comments:
That is unfair, because I post here everyday!
Stop beating yourself down. You are special and you have alot to offer. I am with Livi, as soon as you stop lookig, you are going to have women coming out of the woodwork.
BTW, I am not married or taken, but you are only leaving me to fall into the psycho category. You need to add annother category: Girls that just want to have fun.
Sorry about that, I guess I consider this a hidden extension of my life that's not quite a part of my real life. I also put internet friends into a special category until I meet them. I don't value them any less, but there isn't that connection there that you get when you meet someone in person and can give 'em a big hug.
Speaking of special, I am special... in that olympic sort of way. *laughs* I keed, I keed.
I hope you two are right as I'm just a few days before one full year being fuck-free. I suppose I should quit bitching because I could get laid if I really had to, but I have standards that I stick to. My damn stubborn nature rears it's ugly head, eh?
Blonde- I guess I thought you'd in the category of uninterested since there's a possible size issue no matter how good I can lick. Either way, I'm hoping to find gals outside those categories anyway. Girls who want to have fun would certainly be a fun start. The world would be a better place if we all got laid more often.
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