A busy but good weekend

I was amazed at how busy I was this weekend. Saturday, I hung out with a friend and we went to the gun show here in town. The pic is of a Barrett rifle that I wished I had the spending cash to buy. Admittedly I have the $8,500 in my savings account needed to buy the thing, but most of my money is reserved for purchasing a home, or an education depending on circumstances right now.

I was drooling over the rifle quite a bit, tho. The rifle and the round it uses (.50 caliber) are huge. It weighs 33 pounds and is at least 4 feet long. Some people think that since I'm not into cars that this is my "compensation" for not being hung like the men in porn, but I have to disagree. The model in the picture is the current record holder of the longest battlefield kill shot from a rifle. While I'm not interested in hurting or killing anyone, it amazes me that this thing can take a half inch wide chunk of copper and lead, and send it 2.23 miles away accurately. Thanks to a well trained sniper, two Taliban rebels in Afganistan no longer have the opportunity to kill our troops.

Back to my weekend, tho. I hung out with my friend the whole day Saturday. After making a purchase or two, we hit the bar to relax. It was a surprisingly quiet evening at the bar, but it was nice to be able to talk without having to shout over the crowd and music. Sunday started off with cleaning, and then moved on to football. Great game. Another friend dropped by after the game to hang out, show off some stuff, and otherwise keep me occupied until late last night.

This morning I woke up looking forward to catching up on paperwork and taking care of a thing or two that's been put off from last week. Instead, I had major messages and calls awaiting me. I went from having two things on my schedule for the next month, to being fully booked up until after the first week of November. I will be hitting central Wisconsin, Des Moines, possibly Minneapolis, and Chicago in the very near future. I leave for central Wisconsin tomorrow. Anyone want to get a drink in Stephens Point tomorrow? I'll need to keep the beer flowing if I'm going to stay sane for 4 weeks straight on the road.

One sad admission before I post this, but I've considered setting up an appointment with an escort as of late. I seem to be caught in a major sexual/social rut. I am about to burst at the seams thanks to my lack of sex. I'm not having sex because I don't meet women who are interested in me. They aren't interested in me because I'm either grumpy as hell, obsessing about sex, or both. I'm acting goofy because I'm not getting any. This downward spiral shit has gotta stop. Hence, the escort idea. It gets around the problem of me avoiding the dating scene as well.

Leads me to another problem, tho. First is that I have high standards. I also feel that I'm better than having to pay (directly) for sex. My cock and sense of self worth are battling it out in the recesses of my brain, and right now I can't predict who will win. I'm pretty messed up, huh?